It is what it is. This is my life. I don't censor myself here. If you are easily triggered do not follow.

Trying to find a job when you have depression and anxiety is horrible. 

Every time I apply somewhere I think “well that was a good waste of time, nowhere will hire me anyways” and then nobody ever contacts you and it’s like well great, I was right. 

I’m about to shoot my face off. I hate this. I hate this. I really really want a good stable and awesome job. But I can’t because things scare me and I can’t do this.

Honestly about to give up. I just want to cut now.